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Nearing the Bottom of the Rabbit Hole

Updated: Nov 1



If this is your 1st reading of mine, I'll give you a very brief and general sense of the extent to which I've journeyed. It's one of countless rabbit holes, worldly travels, noncompliance, and a grueling and inspiring need to plow forward. If you understand even some of this, then you are being awakened, you feel His beckoning and above all, you just want to know. It's an insatiable need to find the truth amidst the myriad of deception.


After writing my first book, More Than a Christian, A Guide for Experiencing God's Glory Beyond the Mainstream, in 2023, I couldn't have known how much more would still be shown to me. It took me into areas of Christianity and scripture that gave me more profound insights into the deception within the many different denominations of church. These were different from what I had earlier learned around satanic ritual abuse, Baal worship and human trafficking in all devious areas of our worldly institutions. It went into false doctrine like the rapture for the end times, secular holidays not supported in scripture, and false prophets and idol worship of pastors that gradually lure Believers away from a more personal relationship with Jesus Christ. These, and more, required me to keep trusting in the higher guidance I was given despite feeling on shaky ground oftentimes.


Back in the spring of 2024, I got a clear message one morning in my spirit to return back to my home state for some better family reconciliation. I ventured out leaving behind a cocooned spiritually alive community in Redding, California. I left with a more hopeful perspective of living in a Woke and Pfizer based area of SW Michigan. After all, I had Jesus, so it could be done! Nothing had shifted in my family's perspective of the world in the 3 years of my absence, and no one had much of any interest in what I had learned outside of the little boxed perspective I had long grown out of. Quite shocking on many different fronts to say the least.


I sought out support over the next several months in church after church. A few I was able to attend for more than a month, but repeatedly I would ask, "God, why am I here? It's the same old thing; A staged performance and getting a weekly fix from a polished message of hope despite the common struggles of addiction and the tempting of the devil." The inner message I got amidst my disappointment was, "Just listen and learn about what is going on here." At times, I felt prompted to share my book with a pastor or parishioner. They would take it with a pleasant surprised smile. After all, encouragement is part of being a Christian. I was later pretty sure it had not even been opened.


My disappointment with the predictable routine services or Catholic mass eventually led my search to an online Torah Bible study group. This seemed like the right place as they all had left the church and would either refer to it as churchianity or the circus. There were even a few people in this group of 8-10 from various parts of the US who questioned the shape of the earth, our history and the Israeli historical narrative. But all knew we have been under the deceptive spell of Satan and most churches have been led astray. And the Bible was manipulated in parts to keep us from important things of our faith like:


  • knowing the Hebrew names of Yahuah and Yahusha Ha Mashiak, as well those for the prophets

  • following the laws & commandments outside the twisting of them from the Catholic church

  • observing the weekly Saturday Shabbath and seasonal festivals rather than the pagan secular holidays

  • needing the Holy Spirit and extra Biblical texts to fill in those gaps of scripture


I felt I was on the true narrow road that leads to life, and others in this growing trend would steadfastly confirm it as well.


I met to study scripture 2-3 times per week and dove more deeply into the Bible. And I was asking questions for getting even more comfortable with the unique language of scripture. Some of the questions could be answered, and those that couldn't were defaulted to, "Yah's ways are not our ways." It worked for almost a year until some of my questions started to irritate a few. It became better to just read and occasionally make simple comments rather than rock the boat. Fortunately, I found another group that was more open minded to questioning our world and finding the missing pieces to Biblical stories. But I started to get the sense that the blessing of being in this niche was shifting. As of the writing of this article, this perspective of the faith still isn't totally convicted to me.


In this time of transition, (yet again!) I felt grace come in a roundabout way. I had been listening to historical research of a woman genealogist for a few months on YouTube. Her channel is Uncovering Our Hidden History. One episode she made a casual recommendation to check out another channel addressing a slightly different perspective from hers called Leaving Babylon. I wrote it down and several days later felt a nudge to give it try. Revelation 20 was one of several verses focused on in this research, with the passage from verse 7 being:


"When the 1,000 years have ended, Satan shall be released from his prison, and he shall go out to lead the nations astray which are in the 4 corners of the earth, Gog and MaGog, to gather them together for battle, whose number is as the sand of the sea."


Much deception unleashed after a 1000 years of peace! I didn't fully understand what this meant, but I felt compelled to watch more for the pieces to come together better. No doubt we have been in a time of being led astray through much deception as the verse said. But I had never made the connection of all the amazing architecture throughout our world being applied to a 1000 year reign of Jesus. Isn't this the Millennial Reign Christians are waiting for in the future?


This channel and others I started listening to were not only looking at architecture and how the blueprints of this majestic grid would have spread throughout the world, they were also questioning:


  • how the world would have transitioned before and after the Millennial Reign

  • what would have happened to the saints who ruled after the reign

  • what historical books & hard to find documents confirm this reign

  • what evidence in scripture & elsewhere confirm massive amounts of destruction at times

  • where is there accuracy and fabrication of dates in our current timeline, especially with the Dark Ages; appropriately labeled "Dark" from the satanic perspective

  • could years, even hundreds of years, have been added to our timeline

  • is the Middle East even where scripture takes place when maps show similar names in other parts of our world; thereby questioning the Hebrew roots

  • what's coming next


Other truthers I'd listened to before getting saved were convinced there has been much manipulation of our history and timelines. But within a Biblical context, we are given a great framework to rely on.


Then a big question has also been this, "If Jesus was already here ruling before, where is He now?"


That's where looking at old maps hold an important piece to the puzzle. Old maps show us a land called, Terre de Iessu/Ieffo; translated as the Land of Jesus!! It is shown in the center of several maps before the 1700s. It's northwest of California, when it used to be an island, and within the vicinity of Russian and Alaska beyond the Bering Strait, also know as the Strait of Anion. Isn't it interesting that Matthew 7:14 in the KJV says, "Because strait is the gate, (not straight) and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it."


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(Refer to Jason Jack's video called "Could the Camp of the Saints be at the Land of Jesus" to get more maps and clearer images of these.)


Then later maps start to replace The Land of Jesus with cartoonish imagery or writings of "Unknown Lands." Here's an example.


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These Little Season Seekers I've listened to are not hyped up speakers with amazing images on their screens or catchy phrases to lure you in. There is humility in their voices, a curiosity and longing to know the truth, a keen intellect based on research, and a genuine love of Jesus. All of which I so identify with.


Testimonials from books such as Paradise Found, The Cradle of the Human Race at the North Pole, written by William Warren in 1898 is an interesting read if you can find it. There are several descriptions from different cultures of a paradise, Mountain of the World or Mountain of the Gods. One reference in the book concluded that all nations have some tradition of a Paradise place; a dazzling site to see of primeval happiness, delight and innocence with 4 water sources flowing to our world. These places have been known as:


  • Mt. Meru in Hinduism and Buddhism

  • Kharsat Kurra - The Mountain of the Gods from the ancient Akkado-Sumerians

  • Kwen-lun - Pearl Mountain in China

  • Onogorojima - The Island of the Congealed Drop in Japan


Other names have also included Shangri La, Mt. Zion, The Land of the North, The Naval of the Earth and of course Eden. And so many more. Paradise Lost also includes stories of inspired explorers who ventured into these northern areas in the 1800s. Some of whom would disappear in a mystical way and others who would return to share their stories.


The deception of the demonic mainstream programming has been to tell us about this paradise world from a Disney or Sci Fi perspective, so it's received in our consciousness as mythical. Any paradise land is for kids and a fantasy to be lost when we grow up for working hard to survive. Because remember! We are an advancing world and gain so much from our busy lives, information at a switch, and the alluring technology! When in reality, we have been bombarded with lies and given false images of the world we live in and whom we are to idolize; a few of the many tentacles of what Satan's Little Season is about. Let's also not forget about that jolly old St. Nick in the North Pole that has been created for us!


Other Believers whom I've followed for months online, (and I have learned much from) have commented to me personally, that Satan's Little Season followers are crazy or deceived and I shouldn't waste my time. It's utter nonsense and grasping at straws. But the extent to which they refute this topic is primarily of quoting lots of different scripture, and it gets very confusing. Plus an important missing part from them has been no reference to what our eyes can see in regards to astonishing architecture and horrific destruction. They have an unwillingness to look beyond their programming, which would mean losing or modifying a platform they've built upon for years. It would take much grace in humility for seeing this differently. A few of these Little Season channels have reported that there are also periods of time with an increase in mockery and AI bot activity as the Little Season gains more followers. Such campaigns seem so similar to what I encountered early on in my exploration of flat Earth. Signs of usually being on the right track actually!


Around 70 AD, before the Millennial Reign began, there were some unusual cataclysmic occurrences. Jesus had declared that they would happen in Matthew 24 and specifically in 24:34 he said,


"Truly I say to you, this generation shall by no means pass away, until all this takes place."


What was Jesus talking about taking place in that generation?


  • days shortened

  • sun darkened

  • moon not give her light

  • false prophets

  • great signs and wonders

  • famines

  • wars and rumors of war

  • earthquakes in diverse places

  • the Son of man coming in the clouds of heaven with power and great glory


Roman authors, Flavius Josephus and Tacitus, wrote about signs and wonders such as these, and more, taking place in the days around 70 AD.


And then furthermore, a major shaking happened throughout the earth sometime in the 1700s or 1800s, around the suspected time of Satan's unleashing. Many old photos show buildings still standing in some places, with eerily empty city streets except for an occasional horse and buggy, the source of transportation for the photographer taking pictures in that area of the world.


Russia, 1859
Russia, 1859

Nowadays, the church often references being closer to the end times tribulation, waiting for the rapture, and Jesus' 2nd coming. No doubt bad things are happening. But there's room to speculate that this could again be propaganda to deter us from examining the Biblical timeline more closely, and for keeping many in fear, or lost in the belief that revival is happening that will override tribulation. Jesus has been making appearances to people in various ways for ages, but Christian media has been bought off by the wealthy elites and propagate sensationalistic things as waves of Jews coming to Christ. This didn't seem to be the case from Adam Fink with Parable of the Vineyard. He went to Israel this past summer and told his community in Missouri that Judaism is still alive and rigidly followed like it was when he was growing up there.


And the filling up of stadiums for concerts and people getting saved? I'm coming across more Christian researchers sharing shocking facts to be considered. The Christian music industry was bought off by ruling elites years ago, and performers use emotional hype, masonic hand signals and questionable lyrics to appease the beast rather than Jesus. That was a hard one for me to swallow. But admittedly, I did start to question what I was seeing on church stages at some point. They felt off, and it was unsettling as to which spirit was at work. It's important to have a keen sense of discernment during this time of deception and not take things at face value. Being told that hundreds or thousands have turned to Christ isn't something I get excited about anymore. We don't really know about a person's sincerity, especially when the media reports it, or even a pastor in a big congregation. If a Believer doesn't spend time really nurturing a personal relationship with our Messiah and actually studying scripture, it can be like those described in Isaiah 29:13.


"These people come near to me with their mouth and honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. Their worship of me is based on merely human rules they have been taught."


Some other question that is often considered about this time of Satan's Little Season is how much longer will it last? Some Believers figure we are nearing the end if Satan was released in the late 1700s. Scripture says there will be a war surrounding the camp of the saints, with the gathering of nations Gog and Magog as numerous as the sands of the sea. Meaning there is to be a recruitment in many of our nations to fight against this northern region of the Land of Jesus and Camp of the Saints. News headlines and certain maps confirm a heavy military presence up in the North. Is it really about tension between the US and Russia? This situation doesn't seem to get as much attention compared to talk about a world war being laid out in the Middle East. But some estimate that the story for the Northern battle is building and will be tied to the alien agenda.


Then, finally comes the big question. Why? Why would God allow for such a dark time to occur yet again? Well, it's in the Bible that Satan will reign for a short time for one thing. But a common conclusion is, it's a time for separating the wheat from the tares; weeding out those who follow the crowds, and love this world, from those who are His set apart ones. Jesus is still reigning in this time of deception. And it can still be a time of hope. I actually feel more hope from finding out about this part of the Biblical timeline. So many others who come into this community express the same relief as well. To be nearer the bottom of those countless rabbit holes and finally meet others with this drive to know the truth, is so reassuring! The more we explore within this context, the more there is a sense of anticipation for what is to come. We are not of this world, and we long to be in His righteousness, truth and freedom. We know about those rabbit holes so well, that we also deeply know what it means that He came to set the captives free.


May the veil of deception continue to thin for us, and His beckoning embrace, protect and guide us closer.


Here are channels to learn more!


Alpha Talkz

Leaving Babylon

Jason Jack

Contend for the Faith

Tired of Make Believe

Humanly Curious


Ephesian 5:14 "Wake up Sleeper, arise from the dead and Christ shall give thee light."

 
 
 

1 Comment


Ldanis03
Oct 26

WOW. This was such an amazing and in depth read. Thank you for sharing your knowledge and research on topics that are not always the most easy to talk about or are simply superficial. I can feel your passion and pure connection through your words. I look forward to the next read.

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